These are the Breaks

This song perfectly describes how I feel today. Had a pretty bad string of events happen yesterday, and they have sort of bled over into today. Theoretically I should be in a bad mood, but I'm not really. I'm kind of in a state where the events of yesterday are so stupid and minimalistic as opposed to the grand scheme of the terrible year I've had, I'm over it and ready to forgive. I did and said things that I shouldn't have, but really everything I did was consciously reactionary to what was being done to me. At any point I know I could have fixed the problem or walked away from the argument, but I didn't. I didn't want to. The start of the conflict was over something so minor, and ridiculous I wanted to see just exactly how far the other person would take it, and at the end of it all I was truly surprised with how far it went. I've decided that I will only apologize for yesterdays events when apologized to. Time for other people around me to take responsibility for their actions. For once I didn't keep the cool head and just flowed with the insanity. I blew off a lot of steam yesterday, although it was directed at the wrong person, I felt lighter than air yesterday. So.. yeah.. whatever... These are the Breaks...