Got hit with news that I can't really say is a suprise, but is just as depressing nonetheless. I feel sick to my stomache. Psychological abuse is a very real thing, Emotional abuse is a real thing. You lift these people up you call parents, and expect them to hold the values that they raised you with. And then at some point you start to see their flaws and morals as humans, and it is heartbreaking. I've done everything for you humanly possible to try and make you realize that you are an individual, that you have self worth, that you have independance. That you dont have to live you life scared, in a bubble, abused. I provide a safe haven, where you can live free of paranoia, drugs, and accusations. But you couldnt resist the devil. Instead of being the stong person I always hoped you where, and walking the tough road to freedom, you slipped back into the easy path of slavery.
I really really hope the best for you guys, but its time for me to get off the rollercoaster. Its time I let go of the problems that you guys dont want to fix, and start working on my family. I was hoping you wanted to be apart of that, but I was wrong. Today the cycle begins again...
hold out hope. God is the only one who can still show up and break the chains of our weakness.
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