I need a break

In the Dr. Office as I make this post. Really just expressing the feeling I have of needing a break. My plate seems so full right now, and to have the oppurtunity for some of these stresses to be alleviated Would Would really help me right now. I think we all have these slumps of struggling to find motivation, and the need for a shot of adrenaline to give you that next gust of wind. That's where I'm at, I was hoping it would be an oppurtunity at work, that was not to be. Now I'm just praying the lord reveal to me what I need to fill this void.

Been a while

Well, Its been a while since my last post, and not much has changed. I can almost safely say that my health is back where it should be. Chest pains gone, among a few other nagging injuries and infections. Been a roller coaster of events the last week ranging from Joy that Jake was realizing his dreams, Fear for the loss of my job, Sorrow that Jake's dreams were taken away, Guilt for not being forthcoming with my employer, Sympathy for my wife's wisdom tooth pain,  Concern for my parents financial future, Anger towards the one who ruined Jake's chances. Relief I was able to keep my job, Peace that God has a plan.

Frustrated a little. It seems like people around me aren't being held accountable for their actions. In fact it looks like they are considering rewarding someone who openly detests his responsibilities and habitually neglects his duties. I'm just trying to find out where I fit into this puzzle. I think all in all I just wanna be somewhere I am appreciated. Whether its here or there.